i just finished "elaborating" on my last post & i was like "okay, now for today...what happened today" & sarah was like "nothing much. don't write"
so naturally, cos she said that, i'm writing :) [in GREAT detail]
me & sarah watched random tv shows in the morning, like i was just flicking through channels & so many of them were gay.
we had cream soup with sun chips for breakfast & there was this movie on of pinocchio but from his father [gepetto's] side of view. it was pretty boring but it was kind of cool at the same time, because of the costuming & setting & everything. i didn't watch a lot of it because i went to tutoring with uncle at 11:15ish. normal math stuff as usual & came home.
i rested a bit & we had lunch. don't know what it's called but it was like rice mixed with vegetables, meat & kimchi. we had fried egg with it as well. pretty nice for a home meal.
after that, i actually got a whole chapter of science notes done. omg, i feel like such a nerd but that's like the only thing i've finished over like 3 weeks so i pretty much did nothing.
then after watching "the doctors" on tv with sarah, we started this reaaally sweet korean movie & it was kind of like "my boyfriend is type b" + "boys over flowers" + "my tutor friend" all mixed into one movie.
& i can almost say it was as sweet as "500 days of summer"; oh gosh, it was just really nice but the kind of things that'll NEVER happen in real life. the truth hurts. it wasn't the type of movie i'd cry for but it just gave the feeling of being so,, i don't know. but it was good.
we had dinner, wollamsam, & then me & sarah went swimming.
dad was putting in chlorine at the same time & we kept stepping on the salt at the bottom of the pool.
i went a little high & kept gathering up the salt which was so soft after you piled it up & it was like stepping in sand, a nice feeling. & i kept annoying sarah, going "omg, there's SO much salt here. oohh, this is nice. squish, squish squish" & she was like "grace, get a life".
then we just swam & little, talked, laughed, almost drowned & pushed the boat "the adventurer" [hey, we didn't make up the name, it's on the side of the boat].
dad joined us afterwards & we annoyed him but it was funnnnnnn 8) like when he first came onto the boat, he was like "why is there water in here?" & we looked really suss & then we had to admit we poured some of the pool water in there to make it warm.
sarah hung onto him & i showed him the miracle of the salt at the bottom of the pool. it would've been just perfect if mum had joined us.
after showering, me & sarah made up a study/ideal schedule that we were like never ever going to keep but we made it anyways in our really pro, crimson, navy, gold diaries.
mum came in once & laughed with us that we were never going to keep our perfect schedule up, which we pretty much already know but we didn't need to be TOLD that. hehe.
sarah went down to the kitchen & spilt a whole cup of water & so we had to soak it up. & i kept blaming her going "what'd you do? throw it at the water cooller?" & then she just kept saying she was a klutz. haha but we were laughing & grumbling the whole time.
i was GOING to practise violin but this important URGENT matter of blogging came up so here i am. & i ditched my violin on the kitchen table.
mum came in just a few minutes ago, trying to look over my shoulder & then she listened to sarah play piano because sarah wanted her to.

it feels like everyday is so incredibly perfect. every ordinary day makes me feel like the luckiest person that ever lived. everything's always amazing & every moment's like one i wish i could just keep forever. i'm not even kidding, it's like i expect nothing other than that. but i'm scared of everything going away a lot of the time so i just have to write it all down. unless it's a personal part of my life i don't want on the internet because it's private, i write it all down. because everything that happens & everything i have, especially my family, means that i have so much but also so much to lose. & i'm so scared of losing. always scared of losing. so i'm going to have to, at least, write down what happens each day for the memory. so later on, years from now, i can remember. it's not for anyone to actually read.

gosh, this makes me feel pathetic & selfish. but it's pretty much the only reason i'm on here.

i just finished "elaborating" on my last post & i was like "okay, now for today...what happened today" & sarah was like "nothing much. don't write"
so naturally, cos she said that, i'm writing :) [in GREAT detail]
me & sarah watched random tv shows in the morning, like i was just flicking through channels & so many of them were gay.
we had cream soup with sun chips for breakfast & there was this movie on of pinocchio but from his father [gepetto's] side of view. it was pretty boring but it was kind of cool at the same time, because of the costuming & setting & everything. i didn't watch a lot of it because i went to tutoring with uncle at 11:15ish. normal math stuff as usual & came home.
i rested a bit & we had lunch. don't know what it's called but it was like rice mixed with vegetables, meat & kimchi. we had fried egg with it as well. pretty nice for a home meal.
after that, i actually got a whole chapter of science notes done. omg, i feel like such a nerd but that's like the only thing i've finished over like 3 weeks so i pretty much did nothing.
then after watching "the doctors" on tv with sarah, we started this reaaally sweet korean movie & it was kind of like "my boyfriend is type b" + "boys over flowers" + "my tutor friend" all mixed into one movie.
& i can almost say it was as sweet as "500 days of summer"; oh gosh, it was just really nice but the kind of things that'll NEVER happen in real life. the truth hurts. it wasn't the type of movie i'd cry for but it just gave the feeling of being so,, i don't know. but it was good.
we had dinner, wollamsam, & then me & sarah went swimming.
dad was putting in chlorine at the same time & we kept stepping on the salt at the bottom of the pool.
i went a little high & kept gathering up the salt which was so soft after you piled it up & it was like stepping in sand, a nice feeling. & i kept annoying sarah, going "omg, there's SO much salt here. oohh, this is nice. squish, squish squish" & she was like "grace, get a life".
then we just swam & little, talked, laughed, almost drowned & pushed the boat "the adventurer" [hey, we didn't make up the name, it's on the side of the boat].
dad joined us afterwards & we annoyed him but it was funnnnnnn 8) like when he first came onto the boat, he was like "why is there water in here?" & we looked really suss & then we had to admit we poured some of the pool water in there to make it warm.
sarah hung onto him & i showed him the miracle of the salt at the bottom of the pool. it would've been just perfect if mum had joined us.
after showering, me & sarah made up a study/ideal schedule that we were like never ever going to keep but we made it anyways in our really pro, crimson, navy, gold diaries.
mum came in once & laughed with us that we were never going to keep our perfect schedule up, which we pretty much already know but we didn't need to be TOLD that. hehe.
sarah went down to the kitchen & spilt a whole cup of water & so we had to soak it up. & i kept blaming her going "what'd you do? throw it at the water cooller?" & then she just kept saying she was a klutz. haha but we were laughing & grumbling the whole time.
i was GOING to practise violin but this important URGENT matter of blogging came up so here i am. & i ditched my violin on the kitchen table.
mum came in just a few minutes ago, trying to look over my shoulder & then she listened to sarah play piano because sarah wanted her to.

it feels like everyday is so incredibly perfect. every ordinary day makes me feel like the luckiest person that ever lived. everything's always amazing & every moment's like one i wish i could just keep forever. i'm not even kidding, it's like i expect nothing other than that. but i'm scared of everything going away a lot of the time so i just have to write it all down. unless it's a personal part of my life i don't want on the internet because it's private, i write it all down. because everything that happens & everything i have, especially my family, means that i have so much but also so much to lose. & i'm so scared of losing. always scared of losing. so i'm going to have to, at least, write down what happens each day for the memory. so later on, years from now, i can remember. it's not for anyone to actually read.

gosh, this makes me feel pathetic & selfish. but it's pretty much the only reason i'm on here.