Sunday, June 27, 2010
it's been almost a month
it's funny how i used to write so much, wondering if years later when i found this forgotten blog again, i'd even remember what i was i was like.but now i kind of realize that i'd still be me, so screw talking about thoughts and feelings.
(:
yesterday was guyokyebeh [LOL my awewsome phonetics], at esther's house & while lisa made her facebook & got addicted instantly, we were being therapists because we had that many problems. jason was a crap patient but at least he agreed to pay.
sarah was at miriam's house for a birthday party sleepover [THEY WATCHED SHREK 4] & so was april & ashley. so it was pretty quiet. after it, james stayed at esther's house for a sleepover & esther came over. then we stayed up really late for a movie.
today i went to church & the sermon was good & all but then they had this election thing where they vote for all the elders. so naturally, all of us just ate like kimbab and watched guys play soccer. tbh, it was all boring. i wanted to go home so badly & the voting took forever.
but on a happier note on voting, congrats to all the new prefects ; i loved your campaigning & bribery. even though i was away on the voting day, i was still supporting you all spiritually LOL xP
what else ? KOREA LOST DD:
total devastation. admittedly, instead of watching the world cup, me & esther were watching love actually until like half past one. still, I AM DEPRESSED. no not really. the world cup doesn't control my life that much but yeah, it still is sad to see korea get kicked out, especially against uruguay [i mean, come on, i don't even know where that is].
today, my family went out to eastwood for like weekly dinner & we ate at jokab jip [or something like that].
yummy ofc :)
but even with all this awesome stuff going on, there are always these thoughts that plague me. like things for the future way way far away. like what i want to do at uni & how impossible it is for me to get it. i get all impatient and frustrated, like hopeless. but then i don't do anything about it except blog about it.
also school stuff, a LOT of school stuff, which i'm a little embarrassed to post but yeaah, whatever. the point is i have all these goals but i lack everything to get to it.
whatever, i'll post more when i'm up to it & if i'm determined enough to stick to a plan.
♥