Monday, December 6, 2010
again too tired
sarah's graduation which was surprisingly so sad when i wasn't even sad at my own yr6 graduation, it was just sort of happy & calm, whereas sarah's was emotional for me. i don't know, maybe it's because mrs. faulkner said goodbye to all the families departing matthew pearce & i realised it'd be the last time i'd have an excuse to set foot in my primary school. she used the same speech which reminded me of 3 years ago again, about "surrounding myself with friends that are good for me". she was basically urging us to make the right choices and pursue our dreams which i'm sure a lot of matthew peace class of 2007's forgot to do; it was pretty depressing but memorable. i was still so tired from hike so i skipped school to go to the graduation. When sarah took photos with her friends, it was so so strangely similar to mine, it isn't funny. i'll post a comparison photo.Then mum & i went to eat at baulkham hills little rock cafe where we shared tiger prawn risotto & spinach fetuccini pasta, yummmmm (:
we had a mother in law argument after dinner where i seriously didn't meant to offend her but we did & it started with asking mum to get optifree contact lens cleaning fluid. long story. will explain later.
today, i was really too tired to do much & it feels like eternity since the hike & school. i miss it all, i feel like i haven't been alive for a few days, seriously. i love my family to bits but i don't think i can spend 6 weeks holiday [although i can't wait] doing nothing. i'll just feel completely useless. way too tired to say much, i will do it tomorrow maybe.
ohh & i'm reading harry potter 3 at the moment where i keep getting distracted. i might half do a bible thoughts thing here on this blog too soon. !