seriously i can't believe i stopped blogging before my 100th post; that's a stupid thing to do.
anyways, what have i been up to ? LOL not like anyone really cares but basically, procrastinating, trying to do maths, eating out with family every week, drlee tutoring [yes why is that one of the tops ?] & STALKING OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS. but then i just realised how i'm losing all my personality and all my memories. i stopped blogging because i thought it was a waste of time but then i realised i'm doing anything better with it.

so yeah, my posts will be kind of random and sporadic. YET i will not let this blog die. maybe not until like yr12 (: so this is how it will go; my recount of my day [if anything at all eventful happens], my random thoughts & a note to someone [who will not always be the same person but maybe i just have to get something off my chest ?] yeah; so hmm.

first weekend of holidays i went hiking. IT WAS EPIC; like actually, there were so many things i did on the hike that i'd never done before. many of which include trekking up a mountain with a 15kg pack, climbing, falling [yeah i do that a lot but this time it was a serious matter where i could've died], SHARED CUTLERY [thanks for that jo], sang at the top of my lungs the WHAT ABOUT ME song [thanks for that elaine] & argued about ozil/british men [thanks for that brittany]. ahahah too much to talk about. the fire was nice, it was the first time trying mooncake [as i'm left out of the chinese culture; being korean] & roasting marshmellows mmmm.. then me & jo crashed elaine & brittany's tent where many discussions of guys, failed prankcalls & horror stories were shared. all in all, it felt great to climb the so-called mountain. like it was backbreaking climbing up but when we got to the top, collapsed & looked out at the view, i realised how much i could accomplish without knowing it. i also had many metaphoric epiphanies, relating climbing a mountain to living life. corny but i just couldn't help but think of it. it was wonderful & i cannot believe i survived. thank you to everyone who went & it was awesome .

i should get a move on with the bronze test hike though LOL

after hike, i took the much-needed shower & then my family went to eastwood to eat at bonga, yummm.
i also watched a korean movie with the actor my mum thinks is hot xP hehe, something about two people being dumped & making a revenge plan. wasn't that great but i was too tired.

yesterday, i watched the rest of that movie & attempted to study maths. i think that's about it; ate subway for dinner. ohh & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREVOR.

today, did a few hours of maths in the morning & watched don juan [LOL THAT'S A GOOD MOVIE ^_____^]. then i went out with family & grandparents to eat at eastwood, sakae. delicious as usual. but it was quite tense because i was sitting between mum & grandma [on my dad's side] & there was the usual pressure for some reason. they kept loading meat onto my plate as if it were a competiton & i was quite happy to eat it but i'm way too full now. ohh then green tea icecream yeaaaah x3 afterwards, grandma have me a jar of shrimp & told me that i had to hold it carefully because it'll spill. so naturally i guarded it with my life, mum & i were joking the whole way, yelling randomly BE CAREFUL & I THINK I'M GOING TO DROP IT. i kept glaring at randoms strangers as if they were planning to steal the jar (:

i think sarah facepalmed many many times. we went to get sarah's hair cut afterwards, with me still clinging onto the jar. it's much shorter now & neater. very pretty ; now we're home & i just cut my own hair because i can't trust hairdressers anymore. nah just cut a few split ends & now i'm blogging.

RECOUNT DONE.

thought box now. maths. maths. maths. that's seriously all i worry about now. i want to be a doctor one day [& i'm really always like 'yeah sif i'll ever be one] & i know maths isn't crucial in the grand scheme of things but somehow it's all that clouds my mind. i really need to get a move on. i guess i have motivation and zero determination if that makes sense. i'm being a personality-lacking dork, i must fix that, yeaah. but sometimes i just think i haven't got my priorities sorted. where do i fit God into my life ? how do i learn to trust him ? i'm so happy with what i've got but sometimes i just feel lost, i can't even begin to imagine what i'll be like when i'm hit with bigger troubles. i just know what i want to do & what i want to become but i have no idea how to handle what i'm doing now. hopefully through this blog, i'll maybe realise.

i never know how to end a post.

how about.. LATERS, or TBC or THE END.

any one of them will do !

the songs that mean something to me right now;

seriously i can't believe i stopped blogging before my 100th post; that's a stupid thing to do.
anyways, what have i been up to ? LOL not like anyone really cares but basically, procrastinating, trying to do maths, eating out with family every week, drlee tutoring [yes why is that one of the tops ?] & STALKING OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS. but then i just realised how i'm losing all my personality and all my memories. i stopped blogging because i thought it was a waste of time but then i realised i'm doing anything better with it.

so yeah, my posts will be kind of random and sporadic. YET i will not let this blog die. maybe not until like yr12 (: so this is how it will go; my recount of my day [if anything at all eventful happens], my random thoughts & a note to someone [who will not always be the same person but maybe i just have to get something off my chest ?] yeah; so hmm.

first weekend of holidays i went hiking. IT WAS EPIC; like actually, there were so many things i did on the hike that i'd never done before. many of which include trekking up a mountain with a 15kg pack, climbing, falling [yeah i do that a lot but this time it was a serious matter where i could've died], SHARED CUTLERY [thanks for that jo], sang at the top of my lungs the WHAT ABOUT ME song [thanks for that elaine] & argued about ozil/british men [thanks for that brittany]. ahahah too much to talk about. the fire was nice, it was the first time trying mooncake [as i'm left out of the chinese culture; being korean] & roasting marshmellows mmmm.. then me & jo crashed elaine & brittany's tent where many discussions of guys, failed prankcalls & horror stories were shared. all in all, it felt great to climb the so-called mountain. like it was backbreaking climbing up but when we got to the top, collapsed & looked out at the view, i realised how much i could accomplish without knowing it. i also had many metaphoric epiphanies, relating climbing a mountain to living life. corny but i just couldn't help but think of it. it was wonderful & i cannot believe i survived. thank you to everyone who went & it was awesome .

i should get a move on with the bronze test hike though LOL

after hike, i took the much-needed shower & then my family went to eastwood to eat at bonga, yummm.
i also watched a korean movie with the actor my mum thinks is hot xP hehe, something about two people being dumped & making a revenge plan. wasn't that great but i was too tired.

yesterday, i watched the rest of that movie & attempted to study maths. i think that's about it; ate subway for dinner. ohh & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREVOR.

today, did a few hours of maths in the morning & watched don juan [LOL THAT'S A GOOD MOVIE ^_____^]. then i went out with family & grandparents to eat at eastwood, sakae. delicious as usual. but it was quite tense because i was sitting between mum & grandma [on my dad's side] & there was the usual pressure for some reason. they kept loading meat onto my plate as if it were a competiton & i was quite happy to eat it but i'm way too full now. ohh then green tea icecream yeaaaah x3 afterwards, grandma have me a jar of shrimp & told me that i had to hold it carefully because it'll spill. so naturally i guarded it with my life, mum & i were joking the whole way, yelling randomly BE CAREFUL & I THINK I'M GOING TO DROP IT. i kept glaring at randoms strangers as if they were planning to steal the jar (:

i think sarah facepalmed many many times. we went to get sarah's hair cut afterwards, with me still clinging onto the jar. it's much shorter now & neater. very pretty ; now we're home & i just cut my own hair because i can't trust hairdressers anymore. nah just cut a few split ends & now i'm blogging.

RECOUNT DONE.

thought box now. maths. maths. maths. that's seriously all i worry about now. i want to be a doctor one day [& i'm really always like 'yeah sif i'll ever be one] & i know maths isn't crucial in the grand scheme of things but somehow it's all that clouds my mind. i really need to get a move on. i guess i have motivation and zero determination if that makes sense. i'm being a personality-lacking dork, i must fix that, yeaah. but sometimes i just think i haven't got my priorities sorted. where do i fit God into my life ? how do i learn to trust him ? i'm so happy with what i've got but sometimes i just feel lost, i can't even begin to imagine what i'll be like when i'm hit with bigger troubles. i just know what i want to do & what i want to become but i have no idea how to handle what i'm doing now. hopefully through this blog, i'll maybe realise.

i never know how to end a post.

how about.. LATERS, or TBC or THE END.

any one of them will do !

the songs that mean something to me right now;