yesterday was funnn but gay

swimming pool & imagine on a hot day & everyone's splashing water on you whenever you tell them when they have to go swim as fast as they can to buljevic to prove they're not fully fail at swimming & YOU can't so you're left doing that? not a good feeling

not only that i had to explain why to anyone who bothered to ask >,>
not only THAT, my slow reaction time was caught on camera [gee yeaaah, thanks cyril & jono] =/
haha ok, it would have been funny to me if it wasn't me ;D
& the end-of-year concert plan is making no progress since mr wong has some evil revenge plan against suren for not being allowed to go to the choir concert & half the people who are in it don't know they are @___@
yessss so good luck ceci & suren on that :)

happy halloween :) anyways, spent a lame saturday morning like helplessly watching hannah montanna & trying to study at the same time x]]

that's what i've been doing so faaaar,,studying & failing :)

ohhh & i took like a 3hr break & was watching my dad begging mum to go on the sofa

& i like convinced her with a few words so now dad owes me but apparently he says he already repaid me by buying me an mp3player which is pretty fair i guess but i'm not going to admit it. x3

& i sat on the comfy chair mum was sitting on before she joined dad on the sofa & i've just been rambling on to them about how i technically saved their marriage & how they owe a lot to me :)

i love my parents; they're like my own tv show 'the lame & the unbeautiful'
haha but seriously, i do :)& i already told them that so it's all good
hehe & entertaining x]]

i went & read some cleopatra royal diaries but got majorly bored. ohhh & 2 kids came around trick-or-treating & had the decency to dress up but i was still too cheap to give them a lot of lollies :) but heeeeey; i did give them some x3

at around 6.30ish, we went to gooyokyebe; see? it sounds stupid in english :)

yeaaaaah & they're porch was really cool & their dog [joy who was actually a guy dog but had a girl name] became my new obsession

but then it cheated on me with jason & then james & then sarah & then a whole bunch of other people so i decided to end it between us because he was that unfaithful, haha x3 yeaaaahp, i'm that sad
then we ate a lot [like fully bloated, & me 'i look like a lame person who only eats noodles =/'

so while sarah & april & ashley started dancing & running around like crazy,
james, ian, justin & allan threw stuff at each other & tried to like wrestle or something
me & esther complained about yearlies & then ended up stealing jason's mum's phone to find embarrassing stuff about jason only he took out the memory card >,>
yessss so then we got out random books like paul jennings & a pasta cookbook so now he owes us $10 AND pasta tomorrow x]]

i was playing bubble soccer on esther's phone & i was like so pro until i realised i was on super easy mode

& while my self esteem was dropping, we played retarded games like finding a fruit name & a movie name for each letter in the alphabet which failed very badly :)

so now i have to study which i'm probably not going to end up doing so screw it :)

psssh, i shouldn't even be here writing this #___#

yesssss nothing of interest to say except study

except trying to study for yearlies & then failing badly at it

i can't even finish science.

but then i gave up on it & watched a movie instead

i watched it on a plane before like in yr6 ~ the 2nd time i holidayed to korea

dad got it from america & put so much effort into making it work [i love my parents; they're so unasian, like
anyways, it's probably the saddest movie you'll ever watch

& i'm not the type to cry in movies [ok, except when people die] but this one was like really sad.

& in 허브, i was like crying every 2nd scene, which is pretty pathetic now that i think about it

but it WAS sad, sweet & wise [alright, wise because i'm not that wise but whatevs; it's a good movie x3]

i'll even put a picture in because the post looks plain :)



i think i'm happy a lot of the time which is, to me, a pretty good thing :)

i have a lot of stuff to be happy about a lot of the time & the only thing i'm probably afraid of is taking it for granted & losing it all one day

today was cool. normal dayish, like school, cramming at recess & lunch, being retarded, eating nachos, whacking friends with umbrellas in the mornings & 2 crappy therapists [namely rae & thomas] who i'm definitely not going to pay :)

i came home & tried to fry eggs & ended up burning them so i just settled with grapes x3

dad came back from america & brought mum this tiny little music player that plays canon & me & sarah 2 hellokitty mp3 players [they're cute x]]

after sarah's tutoring, we went to bon.ga to celebrate mum's late birthday & dad's coming home. we had bosum [?], chilli tofu soup & noodles, & then we linked arms & walked to the grocery shops while sarah was like "dad, did you have hamburgers there? cos i heard american hamburgers were THISSS big" ohhh, haha she sounded so little kiddie x3

we went crazy with bubblegum & ice cream at the korean grocery place..
i love my family; like more than anything or anyone in the world, i swear haha.
yeaaaah i'm very happy, did i mention that already? psssh
after zebra cake & dad showing us the dvds he bought in korea [like 10 bucks each], i came back to the disgusting truth that i still have hw to do

yeah so now i'm cramming [again] for pe, have to write a fake letter to this dude called "Quaser" in another planet who doesn't know what HIV/AIDS are
@____@ hehe weird

yepppp so this is my day >:)

yesss so now i'm done with that & probably have to pack up for tomorrow & watch a little of that really depressing korean movie 'herb' or something i watched on a plane ages ago :S

the end . [of today]

ty suren for it :)
psssh, i'm so fail at polyvoring ;D



dear unsecret diary :)

today was good ! i woke up, had grapes & chips [sun chilli] as breakfast which is very weird but yummy x3

then i got to get rid of sarah because she went to college & i had tutoring for like less than an hour by my uncle.

i think i tried [& then failed] to make notes, but i got SOME done but not the full hardcore study session i planned because i kept getting distracted on fb

at around 6, we went to my aunt's house.

we watched like the beginning of peter pan which is a pretty movie but sarah & james kept lying on me & i got squashed by a 76kg load ;D

the food there was so gooood, there was like chicken, sashimi, cheesy corn haha ;), chilli tofu, spring rolls. hehe this makes me feel fat but my aunt's a really good cook ! what? :) haha

then me, sarah, james [my cousin] & his friend [yeongsoon] who was this fully hardcore basketball girl]& we played marco polo for like ages with james's socks as a blindfold, mannn i wish i took photos

james kept wanting to play monopoly, we played a FAIL game of sardines where sarah, yongsoon & i accidentally killed the washing line thing [it fell over] :)
all the clothes & blankets fully toppled over & we just stuffed it on another clothesline x3

we got bored & went on the computer for this korean sue potion making game which was dead boring x]] so they played while i lay on the mattress & went through james's other cousin's stuff [from korea]

now we got home & sarah & i were running on the treadmill 500m, watching rainbow romance vid 32, each but we eventually gave up :)after like 5km
we're both showered & now we feel all clean now haha x3


bible study group has to sing tomorrow & i have to bring a small present to bring in a shoebox to send to a kid for christmas in a third world country :) MORNING GLORY ~ :)

yesss that's about it, i have to go get ready for mum's birthday tomorrow [present & card teehee]
yeaaaah, i'm lame >:)

yesterday was sister's opera house thingamabob where we all fell asleep, & sat at the back row x3

i kept taking photos everywhere until they all got annoyed at me but i'm always afraid i'll forget one day so i have to take photos; it's just something i have to do

but going to darling harbour, lemon ice cream & city extra  was good,

stupid farm with alpacas was dead boring but the fruits were good i guess [strawberry scabbing & brownies]

THE BUS was the best bit x]] haha

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.

i think i've made my point? :)

yeah well i almost failed 1.6 [got fat over the holidays], depressing much.

& in maths, alder kicked us out because we didn't do our hw so like half the class was sitting, blocking the corridors & copying ceci's answers x3 haha; FUNNN 8) best maths lesson ever

& since grandma & grandpa are moving houses, we picked them up to go to eastwood & eat at chocolate kkomz; i love korean food ;D 20TH OCTOBER-my grandma's birthday
 i'm not going to go through everything we ate but like my grandma, who's sooo skinny, ate like this massive fish with all the vegetables.
& i was staring at her the whole time because i wish i could do that & still get a decent time in 1.6. but we all know that's not possible :) & i've finally figured out how to follow blogs so send me a link to yours so i can follow it please x]] yeaaaaah i've got nothing better to do :)
we went to morning glory again &; bought this pen that looked like a soap squirting thing & we gave it to grandma as a birthday present &; also this cute photo frame thing that i wanted to keep :)
after that, my grandparents went into this clothes store next to the restaurant & when their food came, i had to get them from that place & the guy helping out there was staring at me because i was skipping around like a retard & like practically shouting for my grandma & grandpa. hehe i don't think there's anywhere i go where that doesn't happen @___@
we came back to my house & had pecan pie as cake & i had to hold up that candle because it kept flopping down. they've just left now & i feel kind of sad it's over. which is me being weird again.

yess so today was a pretty cool day.

the end. haha (;

uhhhm, first day of term4 i guess was pretty good
this is so crap, i can't even remember what happened a few hours ago
yeaaah, the bus was so damn late & va was photoshopping again ;D
my awesomeee vegeman & random clock collage x3
hahah now i'm going in for some hardcore study
& will probably get distracted & come back on here again >,>

goshh this is lame; how come comics are never funny? @___@
it like defeats the purpose of being comical,
PROCRASTINATION RUINS MY LIFE =/



went to church, usual stuff
skipped out on violin & had tutoring [again #___#]
watched annie [hehe wannabe BROADWAY x]]
that's about it, ohh & school tomorrow
yuck summer uniform

i want to live here; & i'm sure i can buy it with $3 :)



yesss, the first saturday i didn't have college & still i had nothing better to do than blog it out here :)
i had tutoring at around 11 & afterwards, i sort of just facebooked & blogged which is pretty sad now that i think about it ;D
i also helped my sister start a blog & it took me ages to figure out how to put music on hers 8) but yeah, i like helping people out because usually it feels like i can't do anything else,,yeaaaaah, i'm useless
mum feels sick again, she is occasionally [more like regularly] & it's probably nothing but i reckon it's just us worrying too much
it feels so impersonal//weird to post this on the computer instead of a proper diary but i find it easier to write stuff this way

i watched a few more episodes of rainbow romance [this korean sitcom i used to watch ages ago] it's funny & i know i'm going to be sort of sad when it ends ;D

i'm such a loser sometimes, i always get sad when things end [even if it's something like a tv show series] haha i'm lame
but i know some people write blogs to release their anger or whatever which is fully like hardcore rage
but i like writing down thoughts i might forget tomorrow & and; things i did today [i feel kind of stupid for writing this here because anyone could see it & it's supposed to be diaryish]
[they say in a lot of songs & movies], it's not the big miracles but the small moments of happiness that make up our life :) which is a nice thought, i guess but beyond cliche & very hard to think about all the time >,>
haha i'm obsessed with quotes but yeaaaah..
i need to start studying for yearlies [i made the notes & all] but it doesn't feel like i'm getting anywhere with it so i'll think about it later
i love procrastination
after sarah's college, we went to bon.ga & had korean bbq,cold noodles & chilli soup [so asian] but it was good,,
to sum it all up, today was a pretty good day (:

today--went to movies to watch,, 500DAYSOFSUMMER
which was very sweet & is now my favourite movie of the year [cheers :)]
haha & like 2 hours after watching it, i actually got it
before that we went shopping for the 400th time ;hahah yesss
we went to buy mum's birthday present & it's very special
because dad's in america & it's up to me & sarah to get the presents
& everything else x3
& we went to morning glory & had gloria jeans timtam drink [which i couldn't finish]

:)
anyways, too tired to write more
i have to do maths [yearly papers & tutoring]



hahaha so i got very bored during like the last week of holidays [even though it was pretty awesome] & to remember the awesomeness, i thought of writing a diary, but i realised i was too lazy to.

so instead i'm writing a blog which means it won't be a very secret diary but a very unsecret one. haha yessss, i'm logical x3

so hopefully no one will find this except maybe my sister who's reading this now anyways :)

& yeaaaaah, i went to all the trouble of finding a cute background just so i could stare at it x]]

yesterday was funnn but gay

swimming pool & imagine on a hot day & everyone's splashing water on you whenever you tell them when they have to go swim as fast as they can to buljevic to prove they're not fully fail at swimming & YOU can't so you're left doing that? not a good feeling

not only that i had to explain why to anyone who bothered to ask >,>
not only THAT, my slow reaction time was caught on camera [gee yeaaah, thanks cyril & jono] =/
haha ok, it would have been funny to me if it wasn't me ;D
& the end-of-year concert plan is making no progress since mr wong has some evil revenge plan against suren for not being allowed to go to the choir concert & half the people who are in it don't know they are @___@
yessss so good luck ceci & suren on that :)

happy halloween :) anyways, spent a lame saturday morning like helplessly watching hannah montanna & trying to study at the same time x]]

that's what i've been doing so faaaar,,studying & failing :)

ohhh & i took like a 3hr break & was watching my dad begging mum to go on the sofa

& i like convinced her with a few words so now dad owes me but apparently he says he already repaid me by buying me an mp3player which is pretty fair i guess but i'm not going to admit it. x3

& i sat on the comfy chair mum was sitting on before she joined dad on the sofa & i've just been rambling on to them about how i technically saved their marriage & how they owe a lot to me :)

i love my parents; they're like my own tv show 'the lame & the unbeautiful'
haha but seriously, i do :)& i already told them that so it's all good
hehe & entertaining x]]

i went & read some cleopatra royal diaries but got majorly bored. ohhh & 2 kids came around trick-or-treating & had the decency to dress up but i was still too cheap to give them a lot of lollies :) but heeeeey; i did give them some x3

at around 6.30ish, we went to gooyokyebe; see? it sounds stupid in english :)

yeaaaaah & they're porch was really cool & their dog [joy who was actually a guy dog but had a girl name] became my new obsession

but then it cheated on me with jason & then james & then sarah & then a whole bunch of other people so i decided to end it between us because he was that unfaithful, haha x3 yeaaaahp, i'm that sad
then we ate a lot [like fully bloated, & me 'i look like a lame person who only eats noodles =/'

so while sarah & april & ashley started dancing & running around like crazy,
james, ian, justin & allan threw stuff at each other & tried to like wrestle or something
me & esther complained about yearlies & then ended up stealing jason's mum's phone to find embarrassing stuff about jason only he took out the memory card >,>
yessss so then we got out random books like paul jennings & a pasta cookbook so now he owes us $10 AND pasta tomorrow x]]

i was playing bubble soccer on esther's phone & i was like so pro until i realised i was on super easy mode

& while my self esteem was dropping, we played retarded games like finding a fruit name & a movie name for each letter in the alphabet which failed very badly :)

so now i have to study which i'm probably not going to end up doing so screw it :)

psssh, i shouldn't even be here writing this #___#

yesssss nothing of interest to say except study

except trying to study for yearlies & then failing badly at it

i can't even finish science.

but then i gave up on it & watched a movie instead

i watched it on a plane before like in yr6 ~ the 2nd time i holidayed to korea

dad got it from america & put so much effort into making it work [i love my parents; they're so unasian, like
anyways, it's probably the saddest movie you'll ever watch

& i'm not the type to cry in movies [ok, except when people die] but this one was like really sad.

& in 허브, i was like crying every 2nd scene, which is pretty pathetic now that i think about it

but it WAS sad, sweet & wise [alright, wise because i'm not that wise but whatevs; it's a good movie x3]

i'll even put a picture in because the post looks plain :)



i think i'm happy a lot of the time which is, to me, a pretty good thing :)

i have a lot of stuff to be happy about a lot of the time & the only thing i'm probably afraid of is taking it for granted & losing it all one day

today was cool. normal dayish, like school, cramming at recess & lunch, being retarded, eating nachos, whacking friends with umbrellas in the mornings & 2 crappy therapists [namely rae & thomas] who i'm definitely not going to pay :)

i came home & tried to fry eggs & ended up burning them so i just settled with grapes x3

dad came back from america & brought mum this tiny little music player that plays canon & me & sarah 2 hellokitty mp3 players [they're cute x]]

after sarah's tutoring, we went to bon.ga to celebrate mum's late birthday & dad's coming home. we had bosum [?], chilli tofu soup & noodles, & then we linked arms & walked to the grocery shops while sarah was like "dad, did you have hamburgers there? cos i heard american hamburgers were THISSS big" ohhh, haha she sounded so little kiddie x3

we went crazy with bubblegum & ice cream at the korean grocery place..
i love my family; like more than anything or anyone in the world, i swear haha.
yeaaaah i'm very happy, did i mention that already? psssh
after zebra cake & dad showing us the dvds he bought in korea [like 10 bucks each], i came back to the disgusting truth that i still have hw to do

yeah so now i'm cramming [again] for pe, have to write a fake letter to this dude called "Quaser" in another planet who doesn't know what HIV/AIDS are
@____@ hehe weird

yepppp so this is my day >:)

yesss so now i'm done with that & probably have to pack up for tomorrow & watch a little of that really depressing korean movie 'herb' or something i watched on a plane ages ago :S

the end . [of today]

ty suren for it :)
psssh, i'm so fail at polyvoring ;D



dear unsecret diary :)

today was good ! i woke up, had grapes & chips [sun chilli] as breakfast which is very weird but yummy x3

then i got to get rid of sarah because she went to college & i had tutoring for like less than an hour by my uncle.

i think i tried [& then failed] to make notes, but i got SOME done but not the full hardcore study session i planned because i kept getting distracted on fb

at around 6, we went to my aunt's house.

we watched like the beginning of peter pan which is a pretty movie but sarah & james kept lying on me & i got squashed by a 76kg load ;D

the food there was so gooood, there was like chicken, sashimi, cheesy corn haha ;), chilli tofu, spring rolls. hehe this makes me feel fat but my aunt's a really good cook ! what? :) haha

then me, sarah, james [my cousin] & his friend [yeongsoon] who was this fully hardcore basketball girl]& we played marco polo for like ages with james's socks as a blindfold, mannn i wish i took photos

james kept wanting to play monopoly, we played a FAIL game of sardines where sarah, yongsoon & i accidentally killed the washing line thing [it fell over] :)
all the clothes & blankets fully toppled over & we just stuffed it on another clothesline x3

we got bored & went on the computer for this korean sue potion making game which was dead boring x]] so they played while i lay on the mattress & went through james's other cousin's stuff [from korea]

now we got home & sarah & i were running on the treadmill 500m, watching rainbow romance vid 32, each but we eventually gave up :)after like 5km
we're both showered & now we feel all clean now haha x3


bible study group has to sing tomorrow & i have to bring a small present to bring in a shoebox to send to a kid for christmas in a third world country :) MORNING GLORY ~ :)

yesss that's about it, i have to go get ready for mum's birthday tomorrow [present & card teehee]
yeaaaah, i'm lame >:)

yesterday was sister's opera house thingamabob where we all fell asleep, & sat at the back row x3

i kept taking photos everywhere until they all got annoyed at me but i'm always afraid i'll forget one day so i have to take photos; it's just something i have to do

but going to darling harbour, lemon ice cream & city extra  was good,

stupid farm with alpacas was dead boring but the fruits were good i guess [strawberry scabbing & brownies]

THE BUS was the best bit x]] haha

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.

i think i've made my point? :)

yeah well i almost failed 1.6 [got fat over the holidays], depressing much.

& in maths, alder kicked us out because we didn't do our hw so like half the class was sitting, blocking the corridors & copying ceci's answers x3 haha; FUNNN 8) best maths lesson ever

& since grandma & grandpa are moving houses, we picked them up to go to eastwood & eat at chocolate kkomz; i love korean food ;D 20TH OCTOBER-my grandma's birthday
 i'm not going to go through everything we ate but like my grandma, who's sooo skinny, ate like this massive fish with all the vegetables.
& i was staring at her the whole time because i wish i could do that & still get a decent time in 1.6. but we all know that's not possible :) & i've finally figured out how to follow blogs so send me a link to yours so i can follow it please x]] yeaaaaah i've got nothing better to do :)
we went to morning glory again &; bought this pen that looked like a soap squirting thing & we gave it to grandma as a birthday present &; also this cute photo frame thing that i wanted to keep :)
after that, my grandparents went into this clothes store next to the restaurant & when their food came, i had to get them from that place & the guy helping out there was staring at me because i was skipping around like a retard & like practically shouting for my grandma & grandpa. hehe i don't think there's anywhere i go where that doesn't happen @___@
we came back to my house & had pecan pie as cake & i had to hold up that candle because it kept flopping down. they've just left now & i feel kind of sad it's over. which is me being weird again.

yess so today was a pretty cool day.

the end. haha (;

uhhhm, first day of term4 i guess was pretty good
this is so crap, i can't even remember what happened a few hours ago
yeaaah, the bus was so damn late & va was photoshopping again ;D
my awesomeee vegeman & random clock collage x3
hahah now i'm going in for some hardcore study
& will probably get distracted & come back on here again >,>

goshh this is lame; how come comics are never funny? @___@
it like defeats the purpose of being comical,
PROCRASTINATION RUINS MY LIFE =/



went to church, usual stuff
skipped out on violin & had tutoring [again #___#]
watched annie [hehe wannabe BROADWAY x]]
that's about it, ohh & school tomorrow
yuck summer uniform

i want to live here; & i'm sure i can buy it with $3 :)



yesss, the first saturday i didn't have college & still i had nothing better to do than blog it out here :)
i had tutoring at around 11 & afterwards, i sort of just facebooked & blogged which is pretty sad now that i think about it ;D
i also helped my sister start a blog & it took me ages to figure out how to put music on hers 8) but yeah, i like helping people out because usually it feels like i can't do anything else,,yeaaaaah, i'm useless
mum feels sick again, she is occasionally [more like regularly] & it's probably nothing but i reckon it's just us worrying too much
it feels so impersonal//weird to post this on the computer instead of a proper diary but i find it easier to write stuff this way

i watched a few more episodes of rainbow romance [this korean sitcom i used to watch ages ago] it's funny & i know i'm going to be sort of sad when it ends ;D

i'm such a loser sometimes, i always get sad when things end [even if it's something like a tv show series] haha i'm lame
but i know some people write blogs to release their anger or whatever which is fully like hardcore rage
but i like writing down thoughts i might forget tomorrow & and; things i did today [i feel kind of stupid for writing this here because anyone could see it & it's supposed to be diaryish]
[they say in a lot of songs & movies], it's not the big miracles but the small moments of happiness that make up our life :) which is a nice thought, i guess but beyond cliche & very hard to think about all the time >,>
haha i'm obsessed with quotes but yeaaaah..
i need to start studying for yearlies [i made the notes & all] but it doesn't feel like i'm getting anywhere with it so i'll think about it later
i love procrastination
after sarah's college, we went to bon.ga & had korean bbq,cold noodles & chilli soup [so asian] but it was good,,
to sum it all up, today was a pretty good day (:

today--went to movies to watch,, 500DAYSOFSUMMER
which was very sweet & is now my favourite movie of the year [cheers :)]
haha & like 2 hours after watching it, i actually got it
before that we went shopping for the 400th time ;hahah yesss
we went to buy mum's birthday present & it's very special
because dad's in america & it's up to me & sarah to get the presents
& everything else x3
& we went to morning glory & had gloria jeans timtam drink [which i couldn't finish]

:)
anyways, too tired to write more
i have to do maths [yearly papers & tutoring]



hahaha so i got very bored during like the last week of holidays [even though it was pretty awesome] & to remember the awesomeness, i thought of writing a diary, but i realised i was too lazy to.

so instead i'm writing a blog which means it won't be a very secret diary but a very unsecret one. haha yessss, i'm logical x3

so hopefully no one will find this except maybe my sister who's reading this now anyways :)

& yeaaaaah, i went to all the trouble of finding a cute background just so i could stare at it x]]