My blog is officially dead. What have I been up to ?
Not much. LOL I don't have much of a life but the usual, family, friends, church, school.
It's like a cycle. But lately, I've been trying to nerd up [by that, I mean, get smarter]
I literally deproved by 50 ranks in maths. Need to improve, just need to keep off fb & fs.
Seriously, they take up so much of everyone's time. Goodbye, must sleep.
Ohh & also trying to read more Bible, talked to church teacher on sunday & I'm praying for better time management skills. Trying, not just to fit God into my life, but making my life about God and for God.

i love friends. every single one of them for their brilliant, incredible personalities.
they're going to grow into something brillianter everyday.
camp yesterday was boring, hectic, but nice in the cabins only.
like everything was tight schedule & not even going to bother going into the details.
but what really stood out was the d&m in the cabin.

with suren, rae, jo & liz, eating everything we could get our hands on; hehe ramen, chips, jelly, marshmellows.
&, being the geniuses that we are, squished on one single bed, heaped like 5 blankets on us & went to sleep like that. LOL; THERE WAS A FREAKING DOUBLE BED GIRLSS (:
but the d&m was good, everything was truth & everything was more real without the emotional breakdowns. i reckon you can't just talk like that just anywhere. camp nights are always d&m but our topics ranged from our parents to guys to our masks to ghosts & it went for hours. love you all. it makes me sad that we might like just might not be as close one day. hey but they're not everyone.
i love yr9 in general & not going to name anyone because it'd be slack if i left anyone out but i love all you guys & girls. hehe i might be a little high because of the chocolate.
but i mean it, take one moment, any moment, at school & people will be doing what they always do. their personalities all the time, some gayly jumping about, some seriously stoning, others pigging out hahahah. but i love it how everyone's who they are & they just fit.
today we piggyback raced. me & jo won, kerry & rodger second & rena & catherine LOST (:
LOL jokesss, but we're still awesome ayeee (:

the end.

ok so what i was trying to get across last time about putting my dreams, thoughts and yeah, like just a way to get my head in order, instead of recounting everything that happened this day.

i don't think that sentence was gramatically correct.

anyways, i read this on angela's blog "internet stoner".

& that's what i was talking about. i don't want to forget how to communicate and talk to people because of something as stupid as facebook. i don't want to not know how to get a conversation started or not understand what a person is thinking because of something as stupid as maths. i don't want to not know how to answer questions, smile, laugh, cry or get wimpy when it comes to confrontations because of technology in general.

i was thinking of how to be more vibrant, i'm not sure if it takes purposeful effort, but it might help if i tried, right ? i'm happy with my personality right now. LOL might sound conceited but it's the best part of me. i don't want to lose it. i want to be happy. i want to get my priorities in order. i want to rely on people & be relied on by people.

maybe reading true voiced books, really good & thought-proking movies & just having a go, getting out & talking to people i'd never talk to before will help. that's my mission for the next few weeks. i'll

recently reading a forty-day challenge book ; forgot the name something about the purpose of my life. hopefully it'll get me less confused (:

got back from drlees & making steady progress in maths maybe.. SO HARD LOL (:

My blog is officially dead. What have I been up to ?
Not much. LOL I don't have much of a life but the usual, family, friends, church, school.
It's like a cycle. But lately, I've been trying to nerd up [by that, I mean, get smarter]
I literally deproved by 50 ranks in maths. Need to improve, just need to keep off fb & fs.
Seriously, they take up so much of everyone's time. Goodbye, must sleep.
Ohh & also trying to read more Bible, talked to church teacher on sunday & I'm praying for better time management skills. Trying, not just to fit God into my life, but making my life about God and for God.

i love friends. every single one of them for their brilliant, incredible personalities.
they're going to grow into something brillianter everyday.
camp yesterday was boring, hectic, but nice in the cabins only.
like everything was tight schedule & not even going to bother going into the details.
but what really stood out was the d&m in the cabin.

with suren, rae, jo & liz, eating everything we could get our hands on; hehe ramen, chips, jelly, marshmellows.
&, being the geniuses that we are, squished on one single bed, heaped like 5 blankets on us & went to sleep like that. LOL; THERE WAS A FREAKING DOUBLE BED GIRLSS (:
but the d&m was good, everything was truth & everything was more real without the emotional breakdowns. i reckon you can't just talk like that just anywhere. camp nights are always d&m but our topics ranged from our parents to guys to our masks to ghosts & it went for hours. love you all. it makes me sad that we might like just might not be as close one day. hey but they're not everyone.
i love yr9 in general & not going to name anyone because it'd be slack if i left anyone out but i love all you guys & girls. hehe i might be a little high because of the chocolate.
but i mean it, take one moment, any moment, at school & people will be doing what they always do. their personalities all the time, some gayly jumping about, some seriously stoning, others pigging out hahahah. but i love it how everyone's who they are & they just fit.
today we piggyback raced. me & jo won, kerry & rodger second & rena & catherine LOST (:
LOL jokesss, but we're still awesome ayeee (:

the end.

ok so what i was trying to get across last time about putting my dreams, thoughts and yeah, like just a way to get my head in order, instead of recounting everything that happened this day.

i don't think that sentence was gramatically correct.

anyways, i read this on angela's blog "internet stoner".

& that's what i was talking about. i don't want to forget how to communicate and talk to people because of something as stupid as facebook. i don't want to not know how to get a conversation started or not understand what a person is thinking because of something as stupid as maths. i don't want to not know how to answer questions, smile, laugh, cry or get wimpy when it comes to confrontations because of technology in general.

i was thinking of how to be more vibrant, i'm not sure if it takes purposeful effort, but it might help if i tried, right ? i'm happy with my personality right now. LOL might sound conceited but it's the best part of me. i don't want to lose it. i want to be happy. i want to get my priorities in order. i want to rely on people & be relied on by people.

maybe reading true voiced books, really good & thought-proking movies & just having a go, getting out & talking to people i'd never talk to before will help. that's my mission for the next few weeks. i'll

recently reading a forty-day challenge book ; forgot the name something about the purpose of my life. hopefully it'll get me less confused (:

got back from drlees & making steady progress in maths maybe.. SO HARD LOL (: