laa more maths this morning while procrastinating, & me & sarah kept listening to the songs. sarah loves the most popular song right now "just the way you are" bruno mars & i like "gallery" by mario something-i-cbb-to-spell.
after some intense procrastination, we were planning on going to the library but we skipped that part & went to towers.
we had subway, hot chocolate, first time to try a subway cookie (:
then we went to myers, valleygirl to look for sarah's yr6 farewell dress. i ended up buying a dress instead LOL, how did that work out .. afterwards, sarah was tired because she's got no endurance as a shopper so we had to sit down again so she could eat sushi. then long time tradition, UNCLE PETE'S. yes i am too old now & it's not like it interests me anymore but it's kind of a place we have to visit. ohh & then mum bought oysters & prawns, the guy who works there [looks about highschool] is pretty fail at his job so we just keep glaring at him impatiently. it's was funny but i felt sorry for him LOL, i think he remembers our impatience last time as well.
then spontaneously, [when i she ever not spontaneous ??], mum let us borrow videos from video ezy in the midst of my yearly studying. so we came home & then dad came home, so we all ate oysters & prawns & watched datenight. SO FUNNY, it wasn't as deep as it was meant to be but it felt great to watch it & it made me laugh. "f you", "did you just say 'f you? f YOU", "no, f you, you motherfer". ok, this makes me sound like a swearer now but if you've watched it, you'd get it dw (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7tr8CAZLrs&feature=related

then i felt guilty so i got another hour of maths in. now i'm blogging while youtubing. ohh & lame as it was, i was listening to 1.O65 love song dedications & even though everything they say is sweet & the annoying host dude like richard mercer is always encouraging, i just can't bring myself to believe in it. i mean there was a gay couple & girl who said that it was love after 3 months & this guy that dedicated a song to his gf yesterday but then today he called up to tell the radio that they were in a fight. it's all such a mess; what's the point ? i'm not a cynic but i don't believe in love where you can confirm it by calling up a radio station & dedicating a song. it's so much less perfect & simple than that. it made me roll my eyes & scoff every 2 minutes which would've seemed really stupid to whoever was watching me but i couldn't help it. somehow, it was addictive though.

like the radio, all of today, i've been doubting what i believe in & realised everything is less simple, little by little. for instance, i really want to become a doctor one day but if i ever do get into med [that means studying min 5 yrs then working my entire life], where do i get the time for the rest of my life ? i'm not changing my mind, just taking in the consequences, the impact & everything i might have to give up. it's tough to think about it. so for now, just going to enjoy not being old LOL & wait for what comes.

uhhm yeah that sounds really hippie 'go with the flow', whatevs, it's already been done, might as well go the whole way. peace out x.

laa more maths this morning while procrastinating, & me & sarah kept listening to the songs. sarah loves the most popular song right now "just the way you are" bruno mars & i like "gallery" by mario something-i-cbb-to-spell.
after some intense procrastination, we were planning on going to the library but we skipped that part & went to towers.
we had subway, hot chocolate, first time to try a subway cookie (:
then we went to myers, valleygirl to look for sarah's yr6 farewell dress. i ended up buying a dress instead LOL, how did that work out .. afterwards, sarah was tired because she's got no endurance as a shopper so we had to sit down again so she could eat sushi. then long time tradition, UNCLE PETE'S. yes i am too old now & it's not like it interests me anymore but it's kind of a place we have to visit. ohh & then mum bought oysters & prawns, the guy who works there [looks about highschool] is pretty fail at his job so we just keep glaring at him impatiently. it's was funny but i felt sorry for him LOL, i think he remembers our impatience last time as well.
then spontaneously, [when i she ever not spontaneous ??], mum let us borrow videos from video ezy in the midst of my yearly studying. so we came home & then dad came home, so we all ate oysters & prawns & watched datenight. SO FUNNY, it wasn't as deep as it was meant to be but it felt great to watch it & it made me laugh. "f you", "did you just say 'f you? f YOU", "no, f you, you motherfer". ok, this makes me sound like a swearer now but if you've watched it, you'd get it dw (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7tr8CAZLrs&feature=related

then i felt guilty so i got another hour of maths in. now i'm blogging while youtubing. ohh & lame as it was, i was listening to 1.O65 love song dedications & even though everything they say is sweet & the annoying host dude like richard mercer is always encouraging, i just can't bring myself to believe in it. i mean there was a gay couple & girl who said that it was love after 3 months & this guy that dedicated a song to his gf yesterday but then today he called up to tell the radio that they were in a fight. it's all such a mess; what's the point ? i'm not a cynic but i don't believe in love where you can confirm it by calling up a radio station & dedicating a song. it's so much less perfect & simple than that. it made me roll my eyes & scoff every 2 minutes which would've seemed really stupid to whoever was watching me but i couldn't help it. somehow, it was addictive though.

like the radio, all of today, i've been doubting what i believe in & realised everything is less simple, little by little. for instance, i really want to become a doctor one day but if i ever do get into med [that means studying min 5 yrs then working my entire life], where do i get the time for the rest of my life ? i'm not changing my mind, just taking in the consequences, the impact & everything i might have to give up. it's tough to think about it. so for now, just going to enjoy not being old LOL & wait for what comes.

uhhm yeah that sounds really hippie 'go with the flow', whatevs, it's already been done, might as well go the whole way. peace out x.