Wednesday, November 3, 2010
good evening
i'm sick of everyone's problems. i'm sick of how i know every time that they'll pass but they insist on making a big deal of it. i'm sick of hearing them but not being the one to trust to sort them out. i'm sick of not having my own problems to complain about. i'm sick of drama & the bitching this way & that way. i'm sick of the judging & always having to be better than the person next to you. i'm sick of having to fake that i don't care. i'm sick of having to be fine. i don't care.

i might as well quit highschool.

but the thing is, there's too much of the good stuff that overrules the bad.

i did mean it though. i'll just keep pretending to be careless. it doesn't matter anyway.

i'm actually in a way better mood than i sound like on here. i don't let much affect my mood.

good night