I'm so bored all the time. What am I supposed to say ? RICE was great but I'd rather not go into that all & slept over at the city yesterday & spent most of the day there today which was fun times. Bought a few books & a laptop today. Sorry, I'll say more when I have things to say. I'm kind of flat right now.

I painted cardboard green today.

Ironically, the words that come from the greatest atheist are the ones I can relate to the most?

"I want to know how God created this world. I am not interested in this or that phenomenon, in the spectrum of this or that element. I want to know His thoughts; the rest are details."

-Albert Einstein

Sorry the posts haven't been very lengthy. There's just not a lot to talk about without sounding completely ungrateful, whiny & you know, all those things no one really cares about hearing. That's not to say I haven't been good. Everything seems kind of perfect but just thinking about what happens when the now is over scares me a little.

Also, does anyone believe that dreams reveal your inner.. whatever? Because I haven't been dreaming at all [maybe because of tiredness] & they were never very clear to begin with so that just suggests that I'm empty & there are no deeper folds within my subconscious & all that crap, you know? Same with crying. Far out, I should get my brain checked. My sister would insist that it would be to see if I had one in the first place.

Far out, youtubing things so I understand bio & all that comes up is this.

It's times like these when I'm ashamed to be a girl.

So, this blog where I pour out all my life's despairs has become a source of entertainment for a certain noob.

Well, today.. I attempted to do chem & failed. Tried to make bio notes & failed. Ate thai food which I did succeed in, tyvm. & gave my sister a serious scolding for her brat-like behaviour. She now thinks she's two years old & won't stop speaking in this whiny, baby-tone. I'm going to cry.

I'm so bored all the time. What am I supposed to say ? RICE was great but I'd rather not go into that all & slept over at the city yesterday & spent most of the day there today which was fun times. Bought a few books & a laptop today. Sorry, I'll say more when I have things to say. I'm kind of flat right now.

I painted cardboard green today.

Ironically, the words that come from the greatest atheist are the ones I can relate to the most?

"I want to know how God created this world. I am not interested in this or that phenomenon, in the spectrum of this or that element. I want to know His thoughts; the rest are details."

-Albert Einstein

Sorry the posts haven't been very lengthy. There's just not a lot to talk about without sounding completely ungrateful, whiny & you know, all those things no one really cares about hearing. That's not to say I haven't been good. Everything seems kind of perfect but just thinking about what happens when the now is over scares me a little.

Also, does anyone believe that dreams reveal your inner.. whatever? Because I haven't been dreaming at all [maybe because of tiredness] & they were never very clear to begin with so that just suggests that I'm empty & there are no deeper folds within my subconscious & all that crap, you know? Same with crying. Far out, I should get my brain checked. My sister would insist that it would be to see if I had one in the first place.

Far out, youtubing things so I understand bio & all that comes up is this.

It's times like these when I'm ashamed to be a girl.

So, this blog where I pour out all my life's despairs has become a source of entertainment for a certain noob.

Well, today.. I attempted to do chem & failed. Tried to make bio notes & failed. Ate thai food which I did succeed in, tyvm. & gave my sister a serious scolding for her brat-like behaviour. She now thinks she's two years old & won't stop speaking in this whiny, baby-tone. I'm going to cry.