not a venting post but just depressed, no idea why.
it's like a bottled up feeling but i've honestly got nothing bottled up or a reason to be so yuckfeeling.

i haven't cried in front of anyone before. i've never made a public scene about problems. i wonder what it's like. maybe i should try & all the bottledupickdowninthedumps feeling will go away.

LOL if this gets any more personal, it'll just be awkward & i'd have to make this private which i don't really want to do since i took so much effort into making the layout pretty. but i'm getting sick of it due to my purposeless mood.

oh gosh. i sound so simple-minded.

not a venting post but just depressed, no idea why.
it's like a bottled up feeling but i've honestly got nothing bottled up or a reason to be so yuckfeeling.

i haven't cried in front of anyone before. i've never made a public scene about problems. i wonder what it's like. maybe i should try & all the bottledupickdowninthedumps feeling will go away.

LOL if this gets any more personal, it'll just be awkward & i'd have to make this private which i don't really want to do since i took so much effort into making the layout pretty. but i'm getting sick of it due to my purposeless mood.

oh gosh. i sound so simple-minded.